People always say that if you can visualize your dream, it
only means that you can achieve that dream of yours. So, really, that does give
you the picture that it is ok to daydream and it is very important to match you
daydream with reality. Having the dream very much in detail is good also as it
tells you what you want and what you need to achieve. It is always good to aim
higher. As for me, I am pretty much stuck in a transition mode because of the
convenience that I need for my baby. But I can’t deny that all this waiting
pretty much demotivates me and I’m honestly getting impatient. I would like to
think that this is the chance for me to plan my steps. However, being human, I am
often conflicted by my own fears which most of the time worry about losing that
sense of belonging. I was told that sometimes, it is the baby who is affecting
the way I think and feel (vice versa). Having all these mixed feelings made me
wonder whether it is me or is it the baby? For some cases, I do have a solution
for it. However, for others, I find myself absolutely ruthless and looking for
a solution. Believe it or not, for some reason, I find myself a little bit more
driven nowadays. Suddenly, I have all sorts of desires and plans. I pretty much
have this thing that tells me, “OK, this is what I want. I want this kind of
life. I want to do this. This is what I love. I want to go for it”. But wait, I
just need to wait for another 5 months. So here I am, tap tap tap.. tapping my
fingers on my keyboard… typing out what I want, click click click… clicking the
mouse as I browse the net for the things that I want… as I sing, “I’ve got a
burning desire for you baby~”.
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